open my eyes and it’s a brand new day
what a surprise it’s a brand new day
look into the mirror and all I see
is a pair of legs with hair down to her knees
go to school it’s all words with no meaning.
not afraid to talk 'cause it’s inside that i’m screaming
faces turn their stares pierce my skin
they all know still i won’t let them in
time goes by but i don’t care
nothing matters and nothing’s fair
so I keep on walking to 'till I disappear
i keep on walking to the wind in my ears
how could i get this low? low?
everything i touch is cold. cold.
i want to cry for help but no? no.
deep inside my soul i’m scared. i’m scared.
walk through my life and i feel nothing
i try to be happy and i try to be sad
“everything is wrong and all is bad!”
but then there’s beauty and it’s still growing???
so i go to bed with a warm cup of tea
stare at the wall and just try to be
but every breath that I breathe brings me closer to death~
shut my eyes for one last time
listen to my heart for one last time
‘i’m not afraid and all is fine’ huh
say prayer and hope i have time
a little more time. time.