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a girl sits at a piano

by ZEUSTATE

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1.
morning 02:50
morning blue light no one to feel all right with no space to store the pain through eyes I’ll let it rain alone in my head falling between what’s been said i am taken by you dreaming that you’ll love me too
2.
young 03:52
come to the kingdom we used to dream when we were young. grab my hand and walk there’s no need to talk. at the foot of the trees stand still and breathe just breathe. rest on my shoulder like you once did when we were young. let’s escape in each others eyes until dark hides the sky. thoughts running so deep as our hearts beat as one. come to the kingdom we used to dream when we were young. we were young.
3.
picture 03:00
i put your picture on my wall and stare i took that picture when I didn’t care broken pieces you’ve left have turned to stone and now my empty heart so very cold oh look, can’t recall the happiness it took oh see? can’t remember how we used to be time passes by so slowly i move on by pretending to forget that world in which we once met oh, I cry, nothing’s fair and nothing’s right oh I dream of how we were endless it used to seem
4.
faces 03:51
strange are the faces of the lonely souls they change with each season grow dark with the cold hidden behind shy eyes are tears that will never flow breathing out through parted lips are wounds no one would know
5.
no 03:08
no i said no i said no i said no i said no i said no i said no i said no i said no I said to you but you went through with it smashing plates to the ground to the ground born to rage in a state unbound who do you think you are? my eyes scream as the hands which held me made me bleed. no no no no [...]
6.
denouement 04:08
i flip through the pages of the love that i used to know tryna find the stages tryna find what made you go i can’t let you go holding on to the pages i know to you i am bound still haven’t written the ending down come back and say your words end the story though it hurts on a cliff I’m hanging on only you can save me now
7.
skoola 03:42
let down blame fate the sound of grace breathe in breathe out. no sin no doubt. away inside no faith no pride forgive forget give in regret brace myself for days of hell raise myself raise my shell
8.
cold 04:47
open my eyes and it’s a brand new day what a surprise it’s a brand new day look into the mirror and all I see is a pair of legs with hair down to her knees go to school it’s all words with no meaning. not afraid to talk 'cause it’s inside that i’m screaming faces turn their stares pierce my skin they all know still i won’t let them in time goes by but i don’t care nothing matters and nothing’s fair so I keep on walking to 'till I disappear i keep on walking to the wind in my ears [whistles] how could i get this low? low? everything i touch is cold. cold. i want to cry for help but no? no. deep inside my soul i’m scared. i’m scared. i'm scared walk through my life and i feel nothing i try to be happy and i try to be sad “everything is wrong and all is bad!” but then there’s beauty and it’s still growing??? so i go to bed with a warm cup of tea stare at the wall and just try to be breathe in. breathe out but every breath that I breathe brings me closer to death~ shut my eyes for one last time listen to my heart for one last time ‘i’m not afraid and all is fine’ huh say prayer and hope i have time a little more time. time.
9.
stay 03:24
stay stay in the clear day by day disappear tell me tell me how to fade stay stay in the shade born chasing crowds of wool born to a world of wolves feeding off vowed freedom land beyond the fences of the hand
10.
goodbye 03:44
so long world time to leave this life so long girl no tears, no fears, just goodbye rewind to the age of happiness and praise flash back to the years, the simple days now gone think about the ones you love. the ones you’ll care from above think about the tears they'll shed year after year. from your back a weight will disappear. but what about the painful weight you left down here singing so long world time to leave this life so long girl no tears, no fears just goodbye?

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~in early spring of 2014 i recorded these songs on an iphone then edited them in garageband as best as I could~

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released May 7, 2017

˚✧ thank you sandeep raghavan for helping me master ✧༚

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ZEUSTATE Vancouver, British Columbia

hello im an independent multidisciplinary artist specializing in photography and music.

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